today was my last day of month 1 of  insanity before i go to recovery week.  plyos today, and it sucks....so intense, but as Shaun T says, dig deeper, you can do it, fight through it...... :), and i DID..... i have my rest day tomorrow (well deserved), but of course imma go for a little walk.  i was so tired today, fell asleep and took a little catnap.  so far everyone that sees me says i look good and they can tell that i have been doing something, that makes me feel really really good. and those who know im doing insanity, see it works, and then they wanna do it to, even when i first started posting it on Facebook, ppl would ask me about it and deceide they want to do it...... So far nobody stuck to it, and every time i ask about it....nothing.....

"My hard work is paying off" ... im still trying to work on the diet part of it, but im doing better.ish. i can say.  I def feel a difference while working out my recovery time is a lot shorter than from when i first started.  I can actually catch my breathe...lol, but not that i got a grip on that, its almost time for it to get a hell of a lot harder.  I said i was going to finish this and I WILL, then im thinking about doing p90x after this. i dont think i can do another round of insanity... thats kinda insane.... but im def going to keep working out ..... when i reach my goal, imma work out 3-4 times a week to make sure i keep my shape.  Ive been trying to get my bf to work out with me but he thinks he doesnt need to, humph but can sit there and watch me do it, and make lil comments when he sees all the sweat, and then the "im proud of you's" granted i appreciate the im proud of you, you look good, if i had somebody working out with me it would be a lil bit more fun, especially on those days i dont want to work out.  i dunno, thats a whole nother story in its self. he does what he wants to do.... anyway, i have to try n remember to blog my workouts daily.  Until next time...